Saturday, June 14, 2008

Thanks for all you've done!



Baby chipmunk,

I'm sorry that I broke down in the airport...actually there were alot of things I want to say to u before u go...but out of a sudden the pain just hit me so badly and I cant even say what I want to say anymore...

Mr.Quinton Henning, I Love u!! In case u don't understand English, Ek is lief vir jou! I know we both don't want this to end but we've came to a point to accept the fact that it's going to end...I know although u didnt said anything but I know u felt exactly the pain I felt...cuz u drop tears again!! Baby, pls...it really hurt me to see u cry...I felt really bad, cuz u don't usually cry...so whenever u drop tears I know it must be my fault that make u sad...I'm sorry baby...

Do u remember what u promised in the tube just now? I want you to forget me slowly in 1 mth time...and I'll help u through...I want to see u move on with ur life...I don't want to be a burden of u...I know i've been burdening u this 2 mths and what u did for me is more than enough...no 1 in this world will do the same like what u did and I'm grateful that I'm the luckiest gal on earth for the past 2 mths...I cant ask for more...

I hope u always stay the same as who u are when u r with me...becuz that Chipmunk is so adorable...Remember the first time we met, u were so quiet...and I realize how u have changed gradually...and now u start talking craps like me..hehe...keep it this way!! I love it!If u have something to say just open up ur heart and let it show u the way...don't hide ur feeling...it's okay, if u r sad u r allow to cry...hiding ur emotion will just make u painful..I want u to be happy always and live the way u want to live...

I don't know what is ur next plan and neither do i know where I will end up now...but one thing for sure, I'm not going to demand more from u...If it's a hell place and ur heart said go some where else then just follow ur heart...but if u got good opportunity over there then stay...Don't ever do anything for anyone...do it for urself...If one day u come back to London I hope it's for urself and not for me..

Baby, I still can't believe that u r gone...for soo long we are so afraid that today will arrive and now u r really gone for good...I'm afraid to close my eyes...I see ur face and I miss u so much and it hurts like a bitch...I really hope it's a nightmare..But well, wake up Sherina, this is happening....

Baby.....I'm not sure if i can survive without u...I'm trying hard though...but I'm really scared facing it alone...u know u r my everything....now my everything is gone and what left in me is just an empty heart broken into many tiny pieces...Enough of my crap, cuz u dont wana listen how sad am i and how stupid am i...Anyway, what I want to say is although we were just together 2 mths but I think this 2 mths is very precious to me...and these memories will stay forever with me no matter where we are...I'll remember every lil thing of Mr.Henning forever...

Muacks...I love u still...

*baby, can I still call u my baby pls......*

Baby Kitty


*Repeat the song when it's done..it's better that way*

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